- Friend???- 朋友？？？

I shouldn't take pharmacy course!!!

Instead I should take Public Relationship course!!!

I'm really very x10 weak in handing my relationships with friends...

I've always do everything in the way that as long as I feel happy...
I didn't really care much about other people feelings...
especially my family and my closed-friends...

Sometimes I don't even know when and why I've made you angry...

For those who had offended by my not-so-nimble-brain,
SORRY la...
You know who I mean!!!

SELF-EXAMINing - auto-esame -

- Old BoDy - 疲老の身躯！

人老了，机器真的都不听使唤了。。。

星期六晚上，阿嬷突然觉得头晕又呕吐，叔叔就载她来KL看医生。。。
阿嬷在医院躺了3天，出院了还是感觉到很虚弱。。。
出院当天，她已经打电话回老家交代叔叔和婶婶帮她去菜园拔菜去卖。。。
我叫她不要酱劳累，她讲一天会少赚10多令吉。。。
我真的。。。

平时我一天就已经不止花10令吉了。。。
现在真的觉得不好意思...

阿嬷在省吃俭用；我却挥金如土。。。
阿嬷都没有好好の補身体；我却太过補。。。

对于阿嬷，我只感到惭愧和心疼。。。
现在看到躺在病床上の阿嬷，她真的老了。。。
很想孝顺她，可是不知道该从什么做起。。。

希望阿嬷早日康复!

孝顺应趁早！- Filiale dovere il più presto possibile -

- '08 Ghost Day' - '08 鬼节！

Yesterday was 'Ghost day'!!!

Something unfortunate had occured!!!
One of the B105 senior had died from car accident on his way back from Penang to KL ...

When I heard this news, I can't stop thinking about it for the whole day ...

From now on, I'll remind myself that busy is good!!!
At least we still have chance to finish whatever we want to do ...
BUSY IS VERY x10 GOOD!!!

May you rest in peace ...

把握现在！- Assicurazione Ora -

- Emo - 发泄！

Initially I want to study drug meta., but end up ...... blogging!!!
Urgggggg ... So hard to concentrate!!!
Maybe it's because the weekends are a few hours later ...

By the way, today is really, indeed a very x10 busy day!!!
But Monday sure will be more busy ...
PBLs, drug meta. exam, extempo. practical ...
Aiya ... My lab coat was smell stink, full of euginol smell ...
If I tak sempat wash it (because I'm lazy), sorry la!!! My lab partners ...
You all need to tahan the smell for a few hours on monday XP

Back to today ...
Everyone around me seems very emo ...
Of course, I'm also one of them ...
Is it due to PMS ??? =P

From my observation, a pathogenesis of this emo can be obtained ...
3Ps (PBLs + Portfolios + Practical reports) + Exams ----> Stay overnight ----> Still can't finish the 3Ps ----> Sleepy, but still need to pay attention to the lame jokes of Mr.B ----> Stress ----> endogenous hormone change ----> PMS ----> Emo

By the time I graduate, I'll turn into someone who is hot-tempered =.='
This is valid if I manage to graduate ...

Luckily I'm not suffering alone ...

For all the BPharmers ...
加油吧！- Gambateh -

- R.I.P, senior- 安息吧！学姐。

Now is 2am...I'm supposed to finish up my portfolio...
But now...What'm I doing here!!!

I was too moody to continue doing portfolio...
So I just click here, click there in MSN...
Then I found out actually many of my friends got a habit of blogging...

Too 'sienz' to do portfolio...
Reading others blogs are more fun...
Read, read, read... And here I'm...
Updating my blog...

And updating some gossip also... XP

Til...
When I read one of my senior from cadet reporter's blog...
I'm a bit regret of wasting my time for shopping the wholeday...

******

Here is the story that I've updating from his blog...

About 2 weeks ago, I've acknowledged from frienster that one of the Ms. senior from cadet reporter was passing away...
Usually I'll be very ‘三八’, very very desperately want to know what happen...
But as I was too too too busy and tired with orientation that time, so I didn't really 'investigate' further...

The truth 'revealed' as I read his blog...
Ms. Senior who had passed away was actually having stomach ache before the day she passed away...She was having diarrhea and vomiting badly... Eventually she was admitted to hospital...
The doctor asked her to stay a night for observation, but she refused to do so...

At the day she passed away, she felt her heart very pain and fainted on the way back to home...
So her friends immediately rushed her to hospital...
After an hour strugglled at ICU, she passed away...

According to the doctor, her death was due to the bacteria inflammation in colon that later on spreaded to her heart...

******

I've started experiencing these kind of things since last year... especially with all the deceased were still very young...
Every time I encountered these things, I would tell myself that don't waste time to do the useless thing, start appreciate the day I have...
But this only work for a few days...
Eventually I still return to the 'starting point'...

I suppose this is the nature of human being...

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I'm very very very regret of not paying full attention at antibiotics lectures...
Mr. SI... you are right...
Antibiotics are very very important!!!

What to do now!!! -Continue doing portfolio now-
Can't waste my time anymore!!! -Rifiuti non può più il mio tempo-